Andrew William Bell

Your missed so much, x

I am disturbed by the missing piece in me.
I am out of ideas to make myself okay like I promised.
I feel like am deeply wounded by the piece that has been cut out of me.
I feel speechless and out of words by the sadness that is filling me.
I miss you so much that makes my breathing hard.
I should be okay in each passing day or so I thought I would be but I missed you more that make things harder for me.
I can’t express myself, I just feel the sadness flowing in.
In my dreams you are with me, moving around me, touching me and speaking to me.
But I cannot close my eyes and live in the dreams in all day long, I have to open my eyes and find you gone and feel the missing piece.
Sometimes I wish I don’t wake up from sleep because waking up is finding you are not there.
I just wanted to say that I miss you so much please don’t hold it against me, I am trying so hard not to feel this way but I just can’t, it is just the way I feel.
I am wishing that someday you give back the missing piece in me.
You are my missing piece.
XxXxXxXxXxXxXxX

This poem was written by rjpanther

Elaine Roper (Family Friend)

February 3, 2011

Hello Andrew,
I saw your nan up Leigh today, she sends her love and still misses you like crazy.
She still needs to know what happend to you, so if theirs any way that you can let her know so the family can have some closure do you to d it.
Say hello to your Grandad and crazy cuz from me,
take care
love Elayne xxx

Elaine Roper (Family Friend)

September 15, 2009

Hi Andrew,
you left so sudden and left a hole in lots of peoples hearts.
I know your with your grandad Bill now and all your mates and family, bet he took you to see my mum Bet who knew you when you was a little boy. My son Wesley is there with you all now, I know you'll keep you eye on him for me.
Be good lad!! xxxx

Elaine Roper (Family Friend)

June 11, 2009

hi andy you prob with our kelly [lock] now hope you looking after her and having fun like we did has kids give her a big cuddle for me but make sure you dont be doing out i would not good nite god bless till we meet again xxxxxxxxx

Chloe Shaw (Friend)

August 6, 2008

happy birthday

happy birthday wish you was here with us.iv been to grave today and put flowers for you .i still cant believe your not coming back, miss you everyday xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Stacey (Sister)

March 15, 2008

Why

Dearest Andrew.
All your family and friends missing you loads.You would be really proud of your nephews and neice.You're dear family will make sure that you are never forgotten.You are always in everyones thoughts.God Bless x x x Audrey x x x

Audrey Walsh (Family Friend)

November 4, 2007

missing you

hi andy sorry not been on for a while been busy with the kids and iv got a new job aswell but never mind cause im here now.hope your behavin yourself up there and tell our clint to behave himself aswell.missing you both and your in my thoughts every day.il never forget you.till we meet again lots of love your little sis stacey.A big kiss+cuddle from your nephews tyler+andrew xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Stacey (Sister)

August 29, 2007

Why?

Just the average family we didnt ask for more,then life was changed completely with that knock upon our door This awful thing had happened and none of us knew why,you were never coming back again and we didnt say goodbye Our world just fell to pieces we cried in disbelief we had to stick together to overcome our grief We'll never understand it it all seems so unfair,we wish we'd hear that knock again and see you standing there.x x x x x

Stacey (Sister)

July 29, 2007

hey andy,
hope your well up there......remember the times we had together and it was strange to hear you was gone!
take care babes
katie x

Katie (Friend)

July 27, 2007

hey andy,
hope your well up there......remember the times we had together and it was strange to hear you was gone!
take care babes
katie x

Katie (Friend)

July 27, 2007